Its been 6 months since i realized my feelings for you.
As I was said in my last post that i am a lonesome soul, it would be really easy to someone grabbed my heart.
It is a man from one of my relatives who stealed my attention.
He said that he have the feeling for me for years since 1990 mean that 18 years for now.
For my surprises he remember a lot of things that i dont remember it my self.
He could telling me many events and what was happen and what activities i was joining in my past.
Its really anoyying considering that i didn’t notice his attention and mean something in a same time.
Today in my glommy and grey time.
He entering my life.
showing me his warmness, speaking to me with nice words, he completely so kind and manly.
Suddenly i feel that I miss him and afraid of this feeling kind of a woman’s feeling to a man.
My Goodness,
I do not expected this feeling happen to me. Not from him.
There is no way for us.
This feeling will lead us to no where
This feeling would wounded his feeling either mine
So,
I am ‘lil bit panic to what i am currently feeling of
loyang
