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Lonely-1 June 13, 2008

Filed under: Lonely-1, diary — loyang @ 8:14 am
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What kind of heart that i’ve got?
What kind of person I am ?
I thought that i am a simple person
today i know i am a complicated one with hight level of stress and depression.

I really dont know what i have to do in my life

I know its not the real situation that i am facing

I actualy feel that i lost in my lonesomeness
I long to having a man in my life
to be loved
and give love
I’ve got 2 beautiful and inteligent kids.
They seems unenough for me.
Theres a puzzle of my life need to be completed

There’s time i really cant coupe it
I feel so misserable and so lonely
Keep lookin to my cell phone without knowing whom
i could dial to..
I really need some body
Any body…

to hold me tight
to hold me close

to put me close in his heart
to pampering me and whispering words how i mean to him
I am sick to having that moment in my life
Really wonder if my man finally show

Mean while..
I am keep dreaming
and keep wondering….