Me-according to me. June 14, 2008

I am basically an individual person.
I am not too enjoying hang out and being with people.

I dont like crowded.
I do not amaze  with things and richness.

I am not easily get flattered.

I got my own mirror and i can see perfectly my strength and my weakness.

Having my private and enjoying my peace is my delighted

Books, movies and internet are my companies.

There are times in my life I put my self into troubles .

along that time i rarely have some one to talk to or to discussed with.

I got my best friend, yes.
I got sisters ooh yea,
I even have a good mom that will always there to listen to me.

but being alone
and coupe my problem all by my own
is really my own choice.

currently i am 38 years of age.

Single,

No bf for the last 5 years.

No man

No date

No Kisses

No Sex.

I am not too happy with it actually…

but thought, i am quiet allright.

I can deal with it so far…

So far that i think I could….

Lonely-1 June 13, 2008

What kind of heart that i’ve got?
What kind of person I am ?
I thought that i am a simple person
today i know i am a complicated one with hight level of stress and depression.

I really dont know what i have to do in my life

I know its not the real situation that i am facing

I actualy feel that i lost in my lonesomeness
I long to having a man in my life
to be loved
and give love
I’ve got 2 beautiful and inteligent kids.
They seems unenough for me.
Theres a puzzle of my life need to be completed

There’s time i really cant coupe it
I feel so misserable and so lonely
Keep lookin to my cell phone without knowing whom
i could dial to..
I really need some body
Any body…

to hold me tight
to hold me close

to put me close in his heart
to pampering me and whispering words how i mean to him
I am sick to having that moment in my life
Really wonder if my man finally show

Mean while..
I am keep dreaming
and keep wondering….